Voletta Wallace Looks Forward And Back
Ms. Voletta Wallace is a martyr to the casualties of hip-hop. No mother raises a child to be slain over greed, pride, and envy. Ms. Wallace has endured that cruelest of fates, and still is willing to share. Almost six years to the day after he son was gunned down on the lawless streets of Los Angeles, Ms. Wallace speaks. Her tone is a blend of joy and agony. With a soft-spoken nature, one can hear reflections of our favorite rapper in his mother: She has the same confidence, the blunt approach, and commands the same respect. In celebration of her son’s life and success, Ms. Wallace and the Christopher Wallace Foundation are planning the BIG Night Out event in Atlanta this week. After the storm, comes the calm. While we reminisce over a wide spectrum of topics and events concerning Big, you can’t help but sense of what’s missing. AllHipHop.com: What are doing with your time these days? Voletta Wallace: Well, these [days], I spend with my grandkids. I take care of the Christopher Wallace estate. I take care of the Christopher Wallace Foundation. I do a lot of gardening. I’m working on a couple of children’s’ books, and I’m working on my own book. So I’m extremely busy. AHH: You were a teacher, have you always wanted to do children’s books? VW: I started writing I would say about seven years ago. I never took it seriously. But after Christopher died, I decided that I since I had nothing more to do than weep, and over the years I’ve read a few Caldecott Awards, I would say to myself, “I can do it too.” I focused kids books around happiness, around love, around friendship. I just started writing. Last year I contacted a few publishers and so far someone is looking at my book and they said it’s very very good. AHH: As a mother, what moment in your son’s life made you the proudest? VW: The moment that made me the proudest was when his album sold half a million copies. And I saw the smile in his face, and I [knew] it was something that he loved, something that he worked hard at, something that he had accomplished without my help. And that made me the proudest. AHH: In sports, they used to say there was a trend. Great fathers produced great athletes. I think hip-hop is maternal. Every well-respected hip-hop artist seems to have an immensely strong relationship with his mother. As one of the driving images to that philosophy, how do you feel on this idea to the role of the modern poet? VW: Well as far as my son is concerned, I taught my son to love, to care, respect, to put his heart into whatever he did and do it with great honesty. And as a mother, that’s how I feel. I don’t know if it’s a contribution to him, or if it’s a contribution to me, but every word from that pen that my son put down, I am proud of his work. I don’t care if he defamed women, defamed an idea or a culture, you know, the fact that half a million people bought his album made me proud. That makes me very very proud. AHH: Let’s talk about the Christopher Wallace foundation? From what I’ve read, it’s a great charity with reachable, and very impacting goals. How do you incorporate your son’s vision into the giving? VW: Well, he was a giver. He gave his art, he gave of his time. And that’s what the foundation is all about. They’re thinking big! The acronym for BIG is ‘Books Instead of Guns’. Because my son shared a love for life in his heart, I would like to share something with all youths of tomorrow. To give some love, to share a book. Yes, reading is art. Knowledge is a form of art. If I can get one book into a child’s hands, to me, the foundation has accomplished what I wanted to accomplish: sharing. And it’s sharing and it’s love and it’s art. AHH: There’s a lot of giving in Atlanta too, and I know you have the BIG night out this weekend. Why did you take the event outside of New York? VW: Well out of New York City, all over the country. This year we’re not focusing on education, we’re focusing on these mothers. Their children [are gone], they lost a lot! In height of all that, these mothers were never acknowledged, not of all of them, nobody acknowledged their loss. They have given a lot to the hip-hop community. They have given a lot to the world. They have given their sons and their daughters. And their daughters and their sons aren’t here. It’s a foundation made of appreciating them for their children and for what their children have contributed to society and the world. AHH: Our site has a lot of dedicated readers and activists. Where can supporters go to make a contribution to the foundation? VW: If you wish to make a contribution to the foundation, all you have to do is make it to the: Christopher Wallace Foundation PO Box 834 Brooklyn, NY 11238 AHH: As an MC, my mom used to find my poetry….and I’d be furious. How did Big approach his lyrics with you? VW: (Laughing) Well, I’ve read a couple of his things and I listened to certain things, certain halfway rhymes, and I know the bleep bleeps were profanity. When I asked him about it, he said, “Mom, you know you’re not supposed to be listening to that. My music is not for anyone over thirty five.” So, I tried to stay away from it. AHH: Was there a specific song or lyric that BIG really reflected a lot of you in him, or you could hear your own voice in the track? VW: It might be everything. So far, I don’t know all of my son’s songs. But […]